note to self

when things are getting more real......., you..

FREAK OUT!

hehs. chill chill.

the clock keeps ticking
wishes keep coming.
the good news is spreading


one said,
'my lil sis is not so lil anymore..'
i said,
'i wish i can stay being your lil sis; that same crying baby that i used to be'

i mean it.

another said,
'i cant stop smiling since last evening, when the news first came about the union. and i can assure you..................................blablabla'
i said,
'thanks for the assurance. prefect timing.'

i need it.

another said,
'lepasni.. tak boleh dah nak kacau akak. things wont be the same.'
i said,
'....'

i know.

another said,
'owh.. sebab tu Allah hantar awak sampai uk. dulu taknak pergi, skrg taknak balik'
i laughed to such thought.

thanks for reminding about Allah's grace.

the rest wished and prayed,
thanks for the prayers. keep us in your prayers.

NOW,
shush all those negative thoughts away
you'll be in good hands, trust Him.
has He, even once, neglected you? NO.
hence. you'll be fine.
plus, untuk apa semua ni?

Rabbi inni limaa anzalta ilayya min khayrin faqeer
My Lord, I am in absolute need of the good You send me.
28:24